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[After Gold's departure and return, followed not long after by Silver's departure and return, Yellow has been a little worse for wear. Distrustful, angry, betrayed, abandoned... most of all, lonely.

She ran off for a few days, but ultimately, the loneliness was too much for her. She found [livejournal.com profile] savedover, eager to cling to his company out of a desperate fear.]


Silver...
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Dreaming was once a relieving way to spend the years. Constant interaction, when the brain didn't shut itself down. Always something... Yellow even mastered lucid dreaming.

But after one thousand years, all that was left... was to discover every nook and cranny that her subconscious had to offer. All that was left was herself. For one thousand years, Yellow had to fight her subconscious, in night terrors, or illusions of reality. Yellow was fighting herself. Every single emotion she ever felt was manifest. Warped. Exaggerated, muted, mutilated, and created as a challenge. Obstacle. Obscurity. And even when she won over her subconscious worries... they simply resurfaced, growing stronger. Until she quit. Her subconscious began to eat away at her core personality. She was rewriting herself.

When she woke, her subconscious would not be so easily tamed. Over the centuries, Yellow had forgotten sympathy. Empathy. Love. Emotions resurfacing after her release became overwhelming. The very moment she was freed, she was reminded of the emotions of fear, relief, happiness, elation, love... it overpowered her, and sent her into despair. On her very first breath after one thousand years, Yellow fainted, and slept restlessly until she could finally wake herself again.

Now, her subconscious is constantly active. In her peripheral, she sees things that aren't real. She'll hear things sometimes, and they'll be coming from inside her head. She'll feel things crawling, or biting, or burning, without reason. And she has learned to ignore them.

She's still learning how to experience emotion without experiencing absolute despair. She mutes her emotions, settling for a very mild joy, or a very mild frustration. Anything more summons a torrent of emotions she can't handle.

She loves to see the hearts of pokemon - their minds do not create a horribly distorted vision of the world. But she hates sleeping. She will go to any lengths to avoid sleep. But when she feels her determination waning, she'll indulge on seeing through a pokemon's eyes, and seeing more than a small circle of what reality is...
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[21:14] Kyo: In the AU, Yellow... Well, she'd ultimately be the quintisential "Guy from the past ends up in the future" in that she'd have such extreme difficulty adjusting to it, much more so than the others.
[21:14] Kyo: But in PD, that wouldn't matter so much, since it's... present-day there
[21:18] Kyo: And the trauma would subside gradually in PD once she gets used to seeing the people she thought were gone.
[21:18] Kyo: And admittedly, it wouldn't be as bad for her as it is for Gold. Who, you know, freaks the fuck out everytime he sees someone he knows is dead.
[21:19] Kyo: To be honest, I didn't think I'd be able to pull it off. ...Which is why I waited over 6 months just to throw this AU together and finally introduce it.

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[11:11] derfuchsprophet: I think that the point I'll be taking her from is about a week after being petrified
[11:12] derfuchsprophet: err, de-petrified
[11:12] Kyo: So she'll actually be from the future.
[11:12] derfuchsprophet: indeed!
[11:12] Kyo: Silver, Gold, and Pryce are from right before they get de-petrified.
[11:12] derfuchsprophet: well, ONE WEEK LATER what should I know? XD
[11:16] Kyo: Well, obviously, she knows what Gold's been doing. She should have already received her new Pokedex from Gold. She knows Chuchu is dead.
[11:16] Kyo: Aaaand she's trying to adjust to the strange new world that is the future
[11:16] Kyo: ...And probably having massive future shock
[11:16] derfuchsprophet: is Gold no longer IMMORTAL now that he's freed them and ideally wished a second time?
[11:18] Kyo: Yeah, that's his second wish. After freeing them from stone with the first wish, he wishes his and Pryce's time back to normal with the second.
[11:18] derfuchsprophet: does it work?
[11:18] Kyo: Yes.
[11:18] derfuchsprophet: also just so you know I think Yellow might start acting a little schizophrenic
[11:19] derfuchsprophet: since, well. She's had dreams for 1000 years
[11:19] derfuchsprophet: her understanding of reality might be severely fucked up :|a
[11:19] Kyo: As it should be
[11:19] Kyo: Gold has a tendency to be schizophrenic at times. It's just not as pronounced now because he's had companionship.
[11:20] Kyo: But before he teamed up with Pryce? Hoooo boy.
[11:21] derfuchsprophet: I think there will be a lot of "What are you staring at, Yellow?" "...That pink croconaw. Right there, see it?"

[12:04] derfuchsprophet: "Did you know? If you take a half dollar and hold it out at arm's length, right in front of you... that's all you can see at one time. The rest... that's what your mind comes up with. Mine is out of practice."

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